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Why Does God Always Seem To Be Angry?

Walking in service on Sunday morning with your stomach in your throat had become a natural those days. You just had to toughen your stomach muscles for church service and pray while on your way because for me I couldn't understand why did God always seem to be angry! It must be that we're always… Continue reading Why Does God Always Seem To Be Angry?

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Forgiveness Through Destruction

"Lord, why are they treating me so badly, why does my heart continually ache, what am I supposed to do? Lord, why don't they love me?", I cried. Again I pleaded, "Please stop them from hurting my family...Lord, I don't want to keep going through this. But Lord, help me to feel the way you… Continue reading Forgiveness Through Destruction

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PLOWED In Another Man’s Field|That’s NOT Your Grandchild

Sunday morning comes and we're all together to fellowship in the presence of the Lord, with your spirit supposedly lifted high in order to give God praise and hear the words of the Lord. Only my heart was shattered on this particular morn. The leader said, "Turn to Deuteronomy chapter 22 and we will begin… Continue reading PLOWED In Another Man’s Field|That’s NOT Your Grandchild

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Hated Without A Cause

I share in the depths of Christ's sufferings when His heart was overwelmed within him of the hatred and malicious acts counted against him for the love he shown unto His people. I too loved my people. The people I called my family, the ones who shared the true gospel with me to the saving… Continue reading Hated Without A Cause

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You’ll Never Leave This House

"You'll never leave this house and you are not allowed to talk to your parents, because your parents are going to DIE, so you two will have to take care of all the younger kids!", they said to my daughters. This lie was spoken to them during a time of mass confusion and many of… Continue reading You’ll Never Leave This House

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You Should Have Cut Off Your Child

Unexpectingly, the "prophetess" sent the most devastating message, and that was, that we should have cut off one of our middle children. She said, "Your husband is losing his middle toe for not cutting off his middle child!" I thought, "Lord Jesus!" While pacing back and forth in the hospital room hallway, I asked, "which… Continue reading You Should Have Cut Off Your Child